A SECOND GAZE and AN INTRODUCTION to LENT DEVOTIONS for 2023
At first gaze, this picture is nothing more than dry shrub in a dry land. First gazes tend to be superficial, seeing only what is already known. They’re critical, impatient and often dismissive, missing the surprise. A second gaze is one that is long, open to surprise. It is compassionate and patient, wanting to know what we see, thus it’s often rewarded with seeing what is seemingly hidden.
Matthew’s Gospel may be a familiar one to you or one that looks a bit like that dry shrub. Spending time with it, taking that second long and patient gaze may surprise you. I invite you to do this and journey through Lent to Easter Sunday with Matthew's Gospel.
Why Matthew?
Reading Matthew in that second gaze manner, may, and I hope it will, be an eye-opening experience for you. It was for me. But more important, I hope that reading Matthew will lead you to personal encounters with Jesus. But be warned, “Encountering Christ,” as Halík writes, “is dangerous, because through his wounds he removes our dark glasses, opens our eyes, and leads us away from those paths that we so often readily take ‘with eyes closed.’”[1] Taking a second gaze at Matthew, seeking to know what we see rather than see only what we already know, will lead us to encounters with Jesus that will challenge us to repent, change our minds and way of living.
The encounters with Jesus may also shock us as Matthew never sugar-coats Jesus. The stories he tells often show Jesus in a perplexing light that can be frustrating. He can be harsh, abrupt as often as he’s kind and compassionate. He isn’t a nice, gentle Jesus we think we want. I’ll be honest, I don’t like some of the pictures of Jesus Matthew paints. I prefer the nice, easy-going Jesus of my imagination; the one who supports all my causes, hates the same people I do, votes for the same political candidates, and so on. But, and here’s the thing, the Jesus of my imagination isn’t the real Jesus and if I cling to it, I’ll be rejecting the real Jesus.
As you read or re-read Matthew and encounter Jesus, let him take your dark glasses off and open your eyes to the truth and to those paths you’d prefer to avoid, except Jesus calls you to take. Take a deep breath, take a second gaze at Jesus and be prepared to love and follow a Savior who may not be exactly who you want, but who is the only one to save us and help us live a life that is meaningful flourishing.
[1] Halík, Tomáš. Touch the Wounds. Notre Dame, IN. 2023, p. 63.
At first gaze, this picture is nothing more than dry shrub in a dry land. First gazes tend to be superficial, seeing only what is already known. They’re critical, impatient and often dismissive, missing the surprise. A second gaze is one that is long, open to surprise. It is compassionate and patient, wanting to know what we see, thus it’s often rewarded with seeing what is seemingly hidden.
Matthew’s Gospel may be a familiar one to you or one that looks a bit like that dry shrub. Spending time with it, taking that second long and patient gaze may surprise you. I invite you to do this and journey through Lent to Easter Sunday with Matthew's Gospel.
Why Matthew?
- This is Year A, the year of Matthew in the Revised Common Lectionary. It seemed logical, therefore, to focus for Lent and Easter on the first Gospel.
- I have written Lenten devotions on the 3 other Gospels, it was time to focus on Matthew.
- The third reason relates to all the Gospels. I’m from a tradition that tended to relegate the Gospels to children and the immature Christian. Mature Christians, we presumed, graduated to the Epistles, especially the Pauline Epistles. From my adolescence, that’s what I read to prove I was a mature Christian. As a young adult, struggling to be Christian, I returned the Gospels and discovered what it really meant to be Christian. I began experiencing encounters with Jesus that were and continue to be transforming.
Reading Matthew in that second gaze manner, may, and I hope it will, be an eye-opening experience for you. It was for me. But more important, I hope that reading Matthew will lead you to personal encounters with Jesus. But be warned, “Encountering Christ,” as Halík writes, “is dangerous, because through his wounds he removes our dark glasses, opens our eyes, and leads us away from those paths that we so often readily take ‘with eyes closed.’”[1] Taking a second gaze at Matthew, seeking to know what we see rather than see only what we already know, will lead us to encounters with Jesus that will challenge us to repent, change our minds and way of living.
The encounters with Jesus may also shock us as Matthew never sugar-coats Jesus. The stories he tells often show Jesus in a perplexing light that can be frustrating. He can be harsh, abrupt as often as he’s kind and compassionate. He isn’t a nice, gentle Jesus we think we want. I’ll be honest, I don’t like some of the pictures of Jesus Matthew paints. I prefer the nice, easy-going Jesus of my imagination; the one who supports all my causes, hates the same people I do, votes for the same political candidates, and so on. But, and here’s the thing, the Jesus of my imagination isn’t the real Jesus and if I cling to it, I’ll be rejecting the real Jesus.
As you read or re-read Matthew and encounter Jesus, let him take your dark glasses off and open your eyes to the truth and to those paths you’d prefer to avoid, except Jesus calls you to take. Take a deep breath, take a second gaze at Jesus and be prepared to love and follow a Savior who may not be exactly who you want, but who is the only one to save us and help us live a life that is meaningful flourishing.
[1] Halík, Tomáš. Touch the Wounds. Notre Dame, IN. 2023, p. 63.
